From the LADY

i long to take a roadtrip

a few companions would do

without the chaos of the city, a journey to an unchartered territory

without the noise of voices, only the calming soothe of music

it would be good to tag along a friend who would not turn his/her back on dares if the situation calls for it

to live in the moment of calm and peace

to clear the thoughts, to hear the inner sound of the soul

to chart an unknowable future

a friend keeps on telling me,,,

i want too many things at a time…

not bad i say…

not bad…

but i think i’ll start with a roadtrip…

today…

spent some time going over the friendster pages of my friendsters. to say that technology has a way of connecting people is truly an understatement. friends have been running to and from, getting busy and some just being plain lazy. I sent smiles to people who I haven’t been in contact with. Smile - something simple yet conveys a lot of meaning: how are you?  hope you’re ok, looking good, good for you, that’s good to hear, and other messages that might seem too trite yet almost complete in conveying genuine feeling of gladness knowing how things are going great for friends.

a peak in the world of others make everything seem most easy. of course, one never gets to see what’s behind the words, the smile, the bliss, the poses and the testimonials. that’s for "one-to-one’s" to discover.

it seems to me that a year in my present job lasts like a lifetime, yet when i think of times spent with friends and family, time flies past too quickly. every monday my mood sinks and i drag myself to work. im not the only person who feels that way, some of my team mates would say that come 6pm on sundays, that sickening feeling in the pit of their stomachs would start setting in. two more days of waking up early to be a slave of people from another reality and im off to my own whole day reality.

ive lost weight again…i never get to maintain the perfect weight and built for me. Stress, stress and way more stress, there seems to be more of and more of that these past few years. But as i keep saying to myself,,soon things will start looking up. i can feel it.